First Weigh In

I lost 4 1/4lb :0) Very happy with that, was what I needed to fit comfortably in my clothes.

Now, the hard part is keeping it up

How Hungry?

I've been so hungry today it's unreal! I have tried to be very healthy and still have my comfort foods too.


Obviously the treats shouldn't of been consumed but I needed them, honestly. Plus I am going to have my treats when I really feel I need them or this just won't work. I just have to be honest.

Still Here!

So all was going well, until I skipped supper last night and ended up binging, OWCH! Ok, so I'm over it, lesson learnt and hopefull not too much damage done.

I never blogged my first weigh in, 16st. So I am going to start from there, reset everything so it's my starting weight. Will be weighing in on my own every Friday morning, I have even bought a set of scales!

I'm not quite sure of what plan I'm following. Checking calories on foods and trying to just choose healthy options, the Mandy Plan I guess.

I want this to work!

:0(

Today I'm sharing a text I just sent my friend.

Hi hun. How are you? I'm having a really crap day, feel really depressed. I'm going to go to Argos and buy a set of scales and I am going to take loosing weight seriously. I feel like I never achieve anything and I need to do this to prove to myself that I can do something for myself. No more messing about! I need you to kick my arse. X

Could Do Better

Haven't done much at all today, no exercise, no planning! Really could of done much better.

Have been feeling really anxious today, so I decided to just relax, not worry about anything, even though it's the twins birthdays tomorrow and I've a fair bit to do, which I now have to do tomorrow.

Eating wise it's not been great, but, it could of been worse cos of how I've felt. Tomorrow won't be great cos I'm eating with the kids for their birthday but I will be on the go a lot and hopefully will find time to exercise.

I thought I'd share some photos of my new tattoos, all mean something to me and are there for me.

New Start

Help Me!

Ahhhh! What's going on, I'm off the wagon and desperatly wanting to claw my way back on, not quite sure how I'm gonna do this, but tonight is the night I'm going to sit and think about it.