Weigh~in!

Another 1.5lb down. Hopefully i'm back on the wagon for good now.
Still enjoying pilates and will be back to swimming with the kids this week. Good times.

Weigh~in!

Am a little late in posting but have laptop issues.
Lost 1.5lb this week but i'm now having a really bad totm and am craving sweet things and seem to be loosing control again.
Am hanging in there and am going to try and do more more exercise to compensate for my weakness!

Self destruct

Why do i do it? Why do i do so well with my weight loss and then go and do something stupid?

It's like i have a self destruct button and somebody has told me not to touch it! I so want to loose all my fat but i find it so hard to control my eating.
I find it hard cos i am the only one in my house trying to loose weight. I have decided that i am going to refuse to cook "bad" stuff for anybody else as it's too much temptation.

Things will be easier once the kids go back to school and i get myself into a routine again. Pilates class starts on Tuesday again and i will keep up the swimming, hopefully twice a week.
My leader always say that nothing tastes as good as the feeling you get when you step on the scales and you have lost. That is very true and i need to keep this in mind when i go to eat more than i should or something i shouldn't.

I can do it. I can do it. I can do it. I can do it.

Had a bad week

I've had such a bad week. So stressful and emotional.

Have found it very hard to stay on track and not go over my points. Have managed to keep to my points BUT i have eaten junk. I really don't know if i will loose or what because of this and i am so not happy with myself about the whole thing.

Weigh in tomorrow and i feel very nervous about it cos i don't want the feeling of letting myself down.

I need to think now that i am going to work towards staying on track and loosing all the way to christmas. Feel free to kick, push or whatever else so that i stay on track and going in the right direction.