I need to post before I eat so much that I gain half a stone by Wednesday!
So I'm starting to freak out a little and have been eating like tomorrow will never come, and I mean eating anything and everything.
I found a lump in my boob a couple of months ago, thought it would just go away so just kept checking it, anyway it never went. So I went to the dr's the other week and I am off to the breast clinic on Thursday, at the hospital, to have whatever they decided to do done. I was ok about things last week but the past 3/4 days I've started to panic a little, I had 4 days worth of sleep in only 2 days, think I started to shut down a little, now I think I need to be taking something to take the edge off the anxiety.
God I feel like such a pleb, keep telling myself it'll be ok but I just can't help thinking that maybe I could get bad news.
I really need to stop eating cos now I'm worried about having a gain come Wednesday, I swear I'm driving myself round the bend, lol. Right I will stop eating crap, I will eat three meals a day and only healthy snacks, I will drink more water and less pop and will exercise more to burn off the excess calories I've eaten and de-stress myself!!!
Fingers crossed for me ladies.
4 comments:
Ah Mandy I'm sorry you've found a lump, let's just hope with fingers and toes crossed that its just a cyst and it can be dealt with easily. Thinking of you hun, give me a shout if you need to talk x
So sorry to hear your having a rough time. Its no wonder your stressed. I think its natural for everyone to think the worst, but like Mrs Shilts said, hopefully it will be a cyst that will be dealt with in no time. I wouldnt beat yourself up too much about going off the rails right now. I think I would too. My thoughts are with you and I look forward to hearing you say everything is ok. Take care hunnie x x
So sorry to hear that. It's no wonder at all that you are stressed. Fingers crossed it's nothing sinister.
Thinking of you xx
Thinking of you - fingers crossed for good luck with your appointment. Don't stress over the eating. If you fall off track you can get back on again when this worrying time has passed.
Jxx
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