Weigh~in

Well it was weigh~in tonight and I went to a different meeting.

Good news is that I lost 1/2lb.
Bad news is that I didn't stay to the meeting! I just felt really crappy once I got there that I couldn't stay. I wish I had now but isn't that always the case. Never mind.

I have felt quite down today but I am trying to think positive and stay on track. I need to get in the garage and clear some space for my cross trainer so that I can get on it and work off some calories and frustrations!

Ah don't you just love this time of year, lol.

Help!!!

Things seem to be going down the pan at the moment as far as my weightloss is going. I really need to find a buddy who will be able to help me by just being in the same situation as me.

It's just that rubbish time of year where we all seem to have the same problems and I have just lost focus altogether. I'm still going to meetings 'cos I just don't want to give up, the past few weeks I have put on but I really need to get my head straight so I don't put more on.
Enough is enough and I need a new start!

Back online

Finally I'm back online after my laptop decided to die on me!

I have been ill for the last couple of weeks and have really struggled to keep on track with my weight loss but I have tried my best.
Weigh in last night and I have gained 1lb which I thought was good really as it could of all gone horribly wrong for me.
Anyway feeling better now so back to it. Still haven't got to my stone yet so fingers crossed that I'll be there soon.

Weigh~in!

Another 1.5lb down. Hopefully i'm back on the wagon for good now.
Still enjoying pilates and will be back to swimming with the kids this week. Good times.

Weigh~in!

Am a little late in posting but have laptop issues.
Lost 1.5lb this week but i'm now having a really bad totm and am craving sweet things and seem to be loosing control again.
Am hanging in there and am going to try and do more more exercise to compensate for my weakness!

Self destruct

Why do i do it? Why do i do so well with my weight loss and then go and do something stupid?

It's like i have a self destruct button and somebody has told me not to touch it! I so want to loose all my fat but i find it so hard to control my eating.
I find it hard cos i am the only one in my house trying to loose weight. I have decided that i am going to refuse to cook "bad" stuff for anybody else as it's too much temptation.

Things will be easier once the kids go back to school and i get myself into a routine again. Pilates class starts on Tuesday again and i will keep up the swimming, hopefully twice a week.
My leader always say that nothing tastes as good as the feeling you get when you step on the scales and you have lost. That is very true and i need to keep this in mind when i go to eat more than i should or something i shouldn't.

I can do it. I can do it. I can do it. I can do it.

Had a bad week

I've had such a bad week. So stressful and emotional.

Have found it very hard to stay on track and not go over my points. Have managed to keep to my points BUT i have eaten junk. I really don't know if i will loose or what because of this and i am so not happy with myself about the whole thing.

Weigh in tomorrow and i feel very nervous about it cos i don't want the feeling of letting myself down.

I need to think now that i am going to work towards staying on track and loosing all the way to christmas. Feel free to kick, push or whatever else so that i stay on track and going in the right direction.