Back At IT!

Well after gaining 5lb I managed to loose 3½lb this week, how happy was I! I really had tried hard but had felt so bad with lady troubles that I wasn't sure what I'd done. Hope I'm really back on track now and that I can keep it going.

Here are a couple of photos from our time away, we went to Drayton manor with our friends and had a lovely time, the kids loved it.

Me and Jack :O)

Ray and Abi!

Can't believe the rides my little baby went on, I wouldn't dare.

I'm Alive!

I'm back, 5lb heavier and feeling crap about it.

Basically I now need to go back to basics and crack on, started back last week and found it so hard that I gained another pound! huh.

Gonna sit and read my books and try and plan as much as I can because I need a good loss to get me back on track. Need to get moving again too.

Fingers crossed.

Thank God

I'm on a roll, lost 2lb. Very pleased.

I'll weigh in on Tuesday next week, as I will be at the airport on Wednesday collecting our friends coming over from Spain, and then won't weigh in the following week as we are off to Thomas Land :O)

I'm now only 2lb off getting into the 14 stone bracket, I will be happy then!

How The Hell?

I lost 3½lb!

I knew I'd lost because even after a rocky start and a sausage roll, I felt better in my jeans. Feel really happy and much better in myself, gotta keep cracking on now.

Funky Moods

I seem to be having these mood swings, and I don't like them. I think I really need to try and take some time out for myself, I know I need to take some time out for myself!
I know this because for the last 4 days I'm been walking around with one 'smooth as a baby's bottom' leg, and one 'hairy monster' leg, as I only got time to epilate one.

I really am doing nothing for myself on my own right now, apart from going to fat club. This will change!!!



Breakfast
Mint Hifi bar - Healthy extra B

Lunch
WW bolognese tagliatelle - 3½ syns
Sweetcorn

Tea
Tinned steak
Carrots
Peas
Mash - 2 syns

And then the bad syns, all 12 of them came from a sausage roll. F**K!!!

Yesterdays Food

Breakfast
2x Alpen light bars - Healthy Extra B

Lunch
Half a pack of packet rice
2x slices of bacon

Tea
Mash potato, with butter - 2 syns
Bacon

Snacks
Mikado sticks - 3 syns


Not been very good with the fruit, so must eat more.

Ahhhhh!

I just feel like screaming right now. I just can't seem to get my head sorted, lots of stress, and what happens when I stress?

Feeling totally fed up and in need of a huge amount of support as I feel like I'm failing.

Today I ate:

Breakfast
2x Alpen light bars - Healthy Extra B

Late lunch
Spaghetti bolognese
Ciabatta - 8 syns
Cheese - Healthy Extra A

Yeah so was doing well today, but then, started to feel crap about the return of "devil child" and mam and dad turned up with crisps.

McCoys crisps are 8½ syns, I think I've had 3 packs = 25½ syns, Well done me!

Basically, even if I don't eat another syn from now until weigh in, the way I've eaten, I'll still gain. But I need to try, I need to cut out all syns, what the hell am I gonna eat?

Oh I'm going to bed, if I sleep I can't eat :O(