Back online

Finally I'm back online after my laptop decided to die on me!

I have been ill for the last couple of weeks and have really struggled to keep on track with my weight loss but I have tried my best.
Weigh in last night and I have gained 1lb which I thought was good really as it could of all gone horribly wrong for me.
Anyway feeling better now so back to it. Still haven't got to my stone yet so fingers crossed that I'll be there soon.

Weigh~in!

Another 1.5lb down. Hopefully i'm back on the wagon for good now.
Still enjoying pilates and will be back to swimming with the kids this week. Good times.

Weigh~in!

Am a little late in posting but have laptop issues.
Lost 1.5lb this week but i'm now having a really bad totm and am craving sweet things and seem to be loosing control again.
Am hanging in there and am going to try and do more more exercise to compensate for my weakness!

Self destruct

Why do i do it? Why do i do so well with my weight loss and then go and do something stupid?

It's like i have a self destruct button and somebody has told me not to touch it! I so want to loose all my fat but i find it so hard to control my eating.
I find it hard cos i am the only one in my house trying to loose weight. I have decided that i am going to refuse to cook "bad" stuff for anybody else as it's too much temptation.

Things will be easier once the kids go back to school and i get myself into a routine again. Pilates class starts on Tuesday again and i will keep up the swimming, hopefully twice a week.
My leader always say that nothing tastes as good as the feeling you get when you step on the scales and you have lost. That is very true and i need to keep this in mind when i go to eat more than i should or something i shouldn't.

I can do it. I can do it. I can do it. I can do it.

Had a bad week

I've had such a bad week. So stressful and emotional.

Have found it very hard to stay on track and not go over my points. Have managed to keep to my points BUT i have eaten junk. I really don't know if i will loose or what because of this and i am so not happy with myself about the whole thing.

Weigh in tomorrow and i feel very nervous about it cos i don't want the feeling of letting myself down.

I need to think now that i am going to work towards staying on track and loosing all the way to christmas. Feel free to kick, push or whatever else so that i stay on track and going in the right direction.

Weigh~in!

Well i gained 3.5lb after my week away which is a lot less than i though i had put on. Back on track already though.

Went swimming yesterday and did 50 laps which i was pleased with but god i felt so ill! I had a headache on the morning which i think was lack of crap food and my swim didn't make me feel any better so it got to the point where the pain was so awful that i wanted to vomit.
I could of so easily just ran for the junk food but i was strong and kept away. I feel much better today for it though and hope i have a very good week.

Honey I'm home!

Well we are home from our week away and starting to get back to normal.

We all had a great time even though on our second day we had to visit A&E with Abi cos she tripped and split her eyebrow! She's fine and was very brave.
We visited Edinburgh Butterfly world where i held a tarantula! and snakes. We also finally got to go to Alnwick gardens and it was fab.
I could of spent the whole day there but the kids were worn out. Will be visiting again though.

As far as eating goes we lived on rubbish so i have no idea how much weight i will of put on, find out tomorrow evening though.
Getting back on track now though and to be honest i feel very tired and could do with doing some exercise. May go swimming later.