Dreaming........

....of going on holiday. Of getting away from day to day life and relaxing for a while.

Wishing i didn't have to work so hard at sorting out what to eat. Seems like being on this diet is making me think about eating even more than usual and I've had one of those weeks where i just crave everything and i never really feel full.
Think i will of gained this week as I've still not got into counting my points and am just having up and down days.
Don't think that it's helped that the twins have been ill but really is no excuse at all. I am going to be so gutted tomorrow when i get on the scales but it's to be expected and it's only my fault.

I know my problem is that I'm not prepared. I'm eating the same things. I'm not giving it 100%.

Really want to do this but I'm finding it very hard indeed. I will keep on going no matter what and i just hope that it starts to get easier some time soon!