Feeling run down

I feel so run down today. I suppose the weather doesn't help but i just wish i could pick up my mood.

I have had a busy week. Abi has been ill so i've been looking after her. Ray's back is quite bad so he's not done much at all and the boys have kinda just been left to it.
I woke up this morning feeling like i haven't slept for a week and that i have 101 things to get done.

Spent yesterday afternoon laying lino in our bathroom after i had to rip the carpet up when Abi decorated it with vomit!
Never again will i volunteer to do that job again as it took me ages.

I can't wait to get away on holiday, am going to book myself in for a nice pedicure when we get there. Will be nice to be pampered instead of pampering others.

I've not done so well today with my eating. Was going to have pea and ham soup for lunch as i hadn't had brekfast and then i couldn't eat it so ended up having two bread buns! Not good.
We have all just eaten an icecream cone each, was low fat but still, i shouldn't of had it really.

Am in one of those moods where i could pick! Bad times!
Really trying not to but i'm feeling drawn to the kitchen. Keep telling myself it's not worth it and i've had a treat. Not hungry at all so it's just greed and boredom.
I think if i try and find myself a low points meal for supper and stick to it i'll feel better. Grrrr, hate days like this.

Send me happy thoughts please.